July 2012
hope to see pics xx
Definitely of course! ill post one right when I get home :))
when was your last haircut?
It was awhileee ago but tonight I’m cutting it wicked short I’m actually cutting it in about half an hour hehe I’m so ecited :) I hope it looks okay I’m nervous .____.
your skin heals really well
Oooh no it doesn’t actually :/ every little cut or even a little scratch I get from anything else will scar me :/ I have the most sensitive and fragile (if that makes sense) skin.
would you ever not do drugs in the future?
I’m sure I will completely be done with drugs at some point.
who do you like, not like like, at school
Not many people and I don’t have many friends at all. I feel so hated there.
i guess mean wasnt the right word, maybe more "comebacky"?
Hmmm really? Haha I feel like I’m not xD but maybe it comes off that way, I never mean for it to come out rude though!
do you think after your girlfriend youd go back to dating guys, or keep with girls?
There will be no after, we have such a special connection I plan on spending the rest of my
Life with this girl :)
oh idk...
I’m just wondering why you would say that haha because I can’t even remember the last time I was really rude to someone.
your turning into someone whos really mean :(
Mean?….me? Are you sure you’re thinking of the right person? Haha. I’m nothing but kind to people and if anybody gives me a reason to be rude to them that’s the only time I am.
what do your parents say when they see your cuts?
When they first saw them and for awhile after they just felt really sad and upset when they saw them but now it just seems different…..like they have seen them so many times before that they get almost like annoyed and mad now. It’s stupid. Seems like they don’t even care anymore.
Ohhh lok what kind of drugs
Hmmm I’ll just say pills and weed. But I’ve done others before that they don’t know of…those are the ones that they know of.
I think you should be reallllly proud of yourself for making it this far<33 :*
Awwh I wish I felt that sense of pride but I don’t for some reason but I know that i am strong because suicides crossed my mind 1000000000000 times in the past few years….And yet I’m still here.
What's something you could never forgive someone for?
Cheating.
do you drive
I don’t have my license yet no, only because my mom is like putting it off a little bit because of…reasons haha e.e lets just say drugs n shit.
i feel like you do have one though that you talk about lol, how do you keep herr?
Yessss I have my girlfriend of course! Shes the only one, other then that I have nobody else though :/ and I dunno it’s different with someone your dating I think but itry to keep her by telling her how I truly feel about her and always letting her know that I love her and shes beautifull. We have the best connection too so that definitely keeps us together and we just love and are into the same things it’s so perfect I love her to death!!! :*
teach me how to make friendsssss, i cant seem to keep any :((
I cant either dear, you came to the wrong person :((
how do you get over, like past mistakes?
I am so bad at getting over past mistakes, they haunt me for awhile afterwards. And it just makes me feel fucking awful and like such a fuck up/disappointment. I don’t think I’ve ever really gotten over any really because I always just relive those moments in my head all the time, and it kills me..
You're beautiful.
Awwh well thank you very much, anon! Haha c:
